It's like taking away my security blanket. It's like asking me not to breathe. What it is essentially is asking me to let him go. My grandfather is an amazing man, strong bothh physically and mentally, a hero to many a friend to all.  He'll be like that forever, he'll lift me up and prop me on his lap forever, talk to me, and smile at me just the way he smiles at all his grand kids, yeah he'll do that forever.

You can't plan forever, you can predict a perfect future, nothing is perfect. I don't need a reason to be angry I don't need someone to blame, it's life it's gross, unpredictable and unfair.  You can't find a reason for everything and that's what will slowly kill you and break you down. Because nobody knows why, and when you can't answer why this is happening to that person who glues your family together, you get frustrated.

His hands are brittle and strong and he's worked so hard his entire life, and he's selfless because he's worked for everyone else but himself. Let's hope he get's to finish his race soon.

Worth the read!

Everything is all myspace, facebook, msn, yahoo, I could be down stairs and my sister'll upstairs and she'll call my cell, I upload pictures and photoshop them silly, I don't remember what on earth I did without a cell phone, my sister drives =\, I work and am in college. gross; so let me take you back to a time, a time when growing up was optional.

Do you remember POGs, Nano's or Tamagotchis, "whoa" said Joey (blossom), "how rude!" said Stephanie (full house), One Sterday Morning, and TGIF, Boy Meets World, Step by Step, Steve Eurkle, Saved by the Bell (ohh Zack Morris), Sabrina the teenage Witch, Goosebumps, Are You Afraid of the Dark?, Inspector Gadget, Melrose Place, 90210, morning glory agendas you got your friends to write in, Slam Books, Power Rangers, super nintendo, Home Alone 1&2, Care Bears, "talk to the hand", "eenie-meenie-mini-mo", "pl-ease", "so then why don't you marry him/her/it?", ICQ, calling radio stations to request songs, LA gear shoes!, calling KISS to talk to madd dog and billie to request a backstreet or o-town song, red ass, red light green light, $5 = a million, double dutch, hop scotch, freezies that you obviously split with your friends, hot wheels, polly pocket, Little mermaid, Happy Meals were like rewards, Hey! Arnold, Ghost writer, Pinky and the Brain, Lamb chops, Mr. Rodgers, Mr. Dressup, new shoes on the first day of school, class feild trips were the biggest deal ever!, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, Adobe what? Microsoft Paint, plastic lunch boxes or church purses, you had to blow on the nintendo game cartridge to make it work again!, casset tapes, scanners to put pictures on the computer was the best invention, Macarena and YMCA, when Pee-wee herman lost his bike, singing to the disney songs at the top of your lungs, My girl, Today's Special the manikin who came to life, Wish Bone, Much Mega hits v.1, YTV countdown, Tarzan Dan!, Ninja Turtles, Darkwing Duck,  Ghost busters, Eureekas Castle, your crush was the biggest deal, your best friends never betrayed you...etc.

Now I see twelve year old girls, dressing in strings and small peices of fabric, little boys who sag there pants once mom has dropped them off at the mall.  I needed an adult to go to the mall at that age! They have cell phones and they talk back and cuss at there elders. They don't understand that giving your seat up on the bus to the elderly is ethically correct. oh mee oh myy! If I could go back. 

"When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes.  Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlook the excuses."

When something happens, good or bad, consider what it means.  Everything happens for a reason.  There are purposes to lifes events, remember God has a plan for each of us.  Some of these happenings will make us laugh, and cry.  No one can go back and make a brand new start.  Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. 

So do we frogive the unforgivable?  Second chances need first steps.....

_krisp;™

EDITS; how long since I had pictures on my blogs! too long!

Julyo7o6 pictures; the fam!<3
 
Gramama and her grandchildren, my Grandmothers the epitome of patience & love =) and she's gorgeous aint she?
 
cousins, acting the usual

July14o6; getting lost in "Oak Town" & sushi with the girls
 
getting up early..isn't my forte
 
darkers are a summer must haves =)
 
lost; here we are at Richmond Hill Centre for the fourth time that day!
 
We learned to love it!

it may look disgusting but it tastes amazing!

thats a sushi pizza, deep fried rice cake, some spicy mayo & the "tomato" or in this case salmon
 
ohh.. and while getting lost I saw the Noah Calhoun of my life! oh man..

_krisp

pencils over pens.

I wear glasses, and when I was a kid I ate carrots these things help with your vision, at least so I've heard. I wear sun glasses when its sunny, and I keep my distance from the television. my vision is well, but still I'm blind to his flaws.

Thats all i've got for this blog. 

_krisp™